H0W DO I LIVE WITHOU U......

Gotten a Shocking News fron Hubby saying that his Boss is sending him to Middle East soon somewhere nxt mth April. Hw am I suppose to live without him I juz can't visualise it. Biggest possibility I won't b able to join him there as I nd 2 secure myself wit my job here in Sg. I was wondering if I were 2 quit my job will I be able to gt a replacement job when im back in SG? If Im granted the unpaid leave, my promotion will surely be affected. I juz dunno n hw to think abt this matter...Ive been pondering over this everyday. I dun wanna show it to hubby neither to my colleagues so as far as I can I will try to act as per normal....whenever hubby talks abt this Middle East issue I try to hide my tears & control my emotions...Ya Allah, Kau tunjukkan la jln yg sebaik baiknya pada suami ku untok membuat keputusan yg bagos. Amin...